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Chapter 5 - The Flowers He BroughtJessa came with me to the clinic to request my appointment record.

She did most of the talking. I was tired from a night of waking every hour and reaching for my phone. When the receptionist gave me the paperwork, I checked the time three times.

At eleven that morning, Elaine Parker claimed she had watched me sign a sale document at the Ellis & Co. office.

At eleven that morning, a nurse had been taking my blood pressure at a clinic across town. Ryan was there with me. He had held my purse while I climbed onto the examination table.

I remembered asking him to text my boss that I would be late returning to work.

He knew exactly where I was when Elaine said she saw me.

Priya sent the record to the title company along with a formal objection to the proposed sale. She told us it would bring questions and delays. She was also pursuing a court order to stop any transfer while the signatures were examined.

I wanted those steps to make me feel safe. Instead, I kept picturing the boxes at Calder House and the little boy holding his painted picture.

Ryan came to Jessa’s bakery that afternoon.

He waited outside until the lunch rush ended, then walked in carrying a bunch of yellow flowers. Jessa set down the tray she was holding.

“I’ll be upstairs if you need me,” she told me.

“I do,” I said.

She stayed behind the counter.

Ryan placed the flowers on a table. “I’ve called you twenty times.”

“I saw.”

“You haven’t come home.”

“I’m staying here.”

He glanced at Jessa. “Can we talk privately?”

“We can talk here.”

He pulled out a chair and sat. He had shaved and put on the blue sweater I’d given him for Christmas. For a second, I remembered a Sunday morning when we painted the nursery together, laughing because he had managed to get white paint on the ceiling.

“I’m sorry about my mother,” he said. “I should have stopped her.”

“Yes.”

“She was trying to protect me. That doesn’t excuse it.”

I waited for him to ask how I felt or how the baby was doing. He looked at the flowers.

“Olivia misunderstood our relationship,” he said.

“What relationship?”

“She thought there might be something between us.”

“Was there?”

He sighed. “Nora, I’m here trying to fix this.”

“Answer me.”

He glanced toward Jessa again. “We got close. I ended it.”

I remembered Olivia’s hand on his chair and the way Ryan had let his mother call her dear.

“Did you end it before or after Sunday lunch?”

His face told me enough.

He tried to reach across the table. I moved my hand.

“The Calder House sale was supposed to help us,” he said. “We could pay off the renovation debt, buy a larger home, give our daughter everything she needs.”

“You submitted my signature.”

“I had your approval to manage the property.”

“Show me where I approved the sale.”

He sat back. “Daniel’s been filling your head with this.”

“I have a copy of the document, Ryan.”

For a moment his expression emptied. Then he leaned forward and spoke gently.

“You’ve been exhausted. We talked about the offer months ago. Maybe you don’t remember signing because everything has been so overwhelming.”

Jessa made a small sound behind the counter. Ryan looked over his shoulder.

I remembered all the times he had reminded me of conversations I couldn’t quite recall. Usually he had been patient about it. He would tell me the date, describe the room, and wait until I apologized.

This time I had been at the clinic. He had been there too.

“I remember Thursday,” I said. “I remember our appointment.”

Ryan stood. “I came to see whether you were ready to come home.”

“You can leave the flowers.”

“I’ll call you tonight.”

“Speak to Priya.”

He left the flowers and walked out. Jessa waited until his car pulled away before sitting beside me.

“You handled that,” she said.

My knees were trembling. “I’m still trying to work out what he hoped I’d say.”

“He hoped you’d doubt yourself.”

I looked at the flowers. I wanted to throw them away, but Jessa put them in the back room where I wouldn’t have to see them. It was a small kindness, and I was grateful for it.

That night, a video of Sunday lunch spread across town. It began with me standing over Margaret’s chair, wet and furious. Someone had added captions claiming I had shouted at an elderly woman in her home. People I hadn’t spoken to since high school sent messages asking what had happened.

Sophie called from Calder House. A donor had seen the clip and wanted reassurance that I was “well enough” to make decisions about the building.

I started writing a long explanation, then deleted it. Every draft sounded like I was begging strangers to believe me.

Jessa found me sitting on the floor by the couch, phone in hand.

“Do you want me to take this for the night?” she asked.

“No. There may be a message about the center.”

She sat beside me. “Then I’ll stay a while.”

We watched people argue about a few seconds of my life as though they had been there. Some defended me. Others believed the caption. Ryan had known exactly how far a short video could travel before the rest of the story caught up.

Daniel called after dinner. He had spoken with the heating contractor from two years earlier. The contractor confirmed Ellis & Co. paid his bill late, after using the renovation money for other expenses.

“I’m sending Priya what he gave me,” Daniel said.

“Thank you.”

There was a pause.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you everything about the transfer.”

“I know.”

“I’ll keep helping with the records. You don’t have to talk to me until you want to.”

I listened to the bakery ovens humming below us. “I want you to tell me the truth, even when it makes you look bad.”

“I will.”

The following morning, Tessa called.

“I still have the recording,” she whispered. “The whole thing. I was scared they’d come back.”

“Where are you?”

“At my aunt’s. I’m okay.”

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“I’m glad.”

“There’s something else on it, Nora. Before Mrs. Ellis picked up the pitcher, Ryan told her to do it.”

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