Chapter 9 - Supervised VisitationAndrew saw Lily for the first time after Christmas on January tenth.

The visitation center was located in a converted brick building behind a church, with cheerful murals painted on the walls and security cameras in every corner. The waiting room smelled faintly of disinfectant and crayons.
I arrived fifteen minutes early with Lily in a blue coat and knitted hat.
She clung to me harder than usual.
Maybe she sensed my tension.
Maybe children remembered storms in ways adults pretended they could not.
Rebecca had told me I did not have to stay in the room. A supervisor would monitor the visit. Andrew would not be allowed to remove Lily from the center. He could bring gifts, but not discuss court matters. He could not question her about me.
Rules.
So many rules made necessary because Andrew had treated love like leverage.
At ten o’clock, he arrived.
He looked thinner.
That should have pleased me, but it did not. He wore a navy overcoat and carried a stuffed bear with a red ribbon. He smiled when he saw Lily.
“Hi, princess.”
Lily turned her face into my neck.
His smile faltered.
“She’s shy,” he said.
The supervisor, a woman named Denise, said calmly, “Transitions can take time.”
Andrew reached for Lily.
I felt every muscle in my body lock.
Denise looked at me.
“Mrs. Collins, you can hand her over when you’re ready.”
I wanted to say I would never be ready.
Instead, I kissed Lily’s cheek.
“Mama will be right outside.”
Lily began to cry when Andrew took her.
Not screaming.
Not dramatic.
Just a small, frightened cry that seemed to pass straight through my ribs.
Andrew looked embarrassed.
“She’s tired.”
Denise made a note.
I stepped into the observation room behind one-way glass.
Calvin was waiting there.
“You came?” I whispered.
“Of course.”
Through the glass, Andrew sat on the carpet with Lily. He tried to hand her the bear. She refused it. He tried stacking blocks. She watched the door. He tried singing a song he barely remembered.
After ten minutes, she stopped crying.
After twenty, she accepted a cracker.
After thirty, Andrew checked his phone.
Denise looked up.
“Phones stay away during visits, Mr. Collins.”
He apologized, put it down, then checked it again eight minutes later.
Calvin’s mouth tightened.
“He cannot even perform fatherhood for one hour,” he said quietly.
I watched Andrew attempt to lift Lily into his lap.
She squirmed away.
He laughed awkwardly.
“She’s mad at me because Mommy’s mad at me.”
Denise’s head came up.
“Mr. Collins, please avoid adult explanations.”
Andrew raised both hands.
“Sorry. Just joking.”
But Lily was watching him with wide eyes.
Children did not understand legal filings.
They understood tone.
At the end of the hour, Lily ran to me so fast she tripped over her own boots. I caught her before she hit the floor. She pressed her face into my coat and would not look back.
Andrew approached.
“She needs more time with me.”
Denise stepped between us slightly.
“Mr. Collins, scheduling goes through the coordinator.”
He looked at me anyway.
“You’re turning her against me.”
I held Lily tighter.
“She is eighteen months old. She reacts to how safe she feels.”
His face hardened.
“You always have an answer now.”
“No,” I said. “I finally stopped swallowing yours.”
Calvin guided me toward the door before Andrew could respond.
Outside, the winter air hit my face.
Lily lifted her head and whispered, “Home.”
One word.
But it felt like a verdict.
That afternoon, Denise’s report arrived.
Father appeared affectionate but distracted. Minor child showed initial distress and reluctance to engage. Father made inappropriate comment implying mother influenced child’s emotions. Redirected by supervisor.
Rebecca called it useful.
I called it heartbreaking.
Andrew called it unfair.
He filed a motion requesting unsupervised visitation and accusing me of parental alienation. His attorney argued that Lily’s distress came from being separated from him too long, not from Christmas Eve.
Rebecca answered with the video.
Again.
She also included hidden camera evidence, Vanessa’s statement, the financial records, and the supervised visitation report.
At the next hearing, Judge Ellis looked less patient than before.
“Mr. Collins,” she said, “this court is not punishing you for having a failed marriage. This court is responding to documented decisions that placed a child at risk.”
Andrew’s jaw clenched.
“With respect, Your Honor, Hannah is using my daughter as a weapon.”
Judge Ellis looked at the file.
“Your daughter was carried into a snowstorm while you remained indoors with your romantic partner. Choose your metaphors carefully.”
Martin Hale closed his eyes.
The supervised visits continued.
Week after week, Andrew arrived with gifts Lily did not ask for.
A talking doll.
A toy piano.
A pink ride-on car too large for the visitation room.
Lily preferred the blocks already there.
At the third visit, Andrew brought Margaret.
The center refused to admit her because she was not approved.
Margaret created a scene in the parking lot.
I heard about it later from Denise, who documented everything.
“Mrs. Collins,” Denise said carefully, “your mother-in-law stated that a child belongs with the Collins family and that you were raised to be overly dependent on your father.”
I laughed once.
Denise did not.
“She also said Lily would forget you faster than you think.”
My blood went cold.
Rebecca filed that too.
Margaret lost any chance of court-approved contact.
When she found out, she sent me one final message before Rebecca blocked her through legal channels.
You have poisoned everyone. One day Lily will learn what kind of woman her mother really is.
I printed it.
Filed it.
And slept better than expected.
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Because the old Hannah would have cried.
The new Hannah labeled folders.
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