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Chapter 2 - The House With the Green ShuttersThe officers led Darlene out through the front door she had once opened with a hostess smile and a casserole dish in her hands.

Neighbors had already begun appearing behind curtains.

A man across the street stood in his driveway holding a garden hose he was no longer using. A woman in a bathrobe peeked from behind her blinds. The whole perfect subdivision seemed to hold its breath as Darlene was placed in the back of a patrol car.

She did not cry.

That bothered me more than if she had.

She sat straight-backed, chin raised, staring through the glass at me as if this were still a contest she intended to win.

Trevor finally moved when the car door shut.

“Laura,” he said.

I hated how my name sounded in his mouth right then.

I turned toward him slowly. He looked wrecked. His hair was mussed from running his hands through it, his face gray, his shirt collar twisted. But I could not feel sorry for him. Not yet. Maybe not ever.

“Don’t,” I said.

“I didn’t know.”

That sentence was so weak it almost made me laugh.

“You didn’t want to know.”

He flinched.

Detective Drummond came back inside carrying a small notebook. “Mr. Radford, we’ll need the full video archive from today and any relevant footage from previous visits.”

Trevor nodded too fast. “Yes. Anything. Take it.”

I walked past him into the kitchen.

I had not entered that room since Melody’s last birthday party, when Trevor and I were still trying to pretend divorce could be civil. Back then, Melody had danced by the island with frosting on her nose. Trevor had lifted her onto his shoulders. I had thought, foolishly, that whatever happened between us, he would always protect her.

Now I stood under the security camera and stared at the stove.

There was a towel folded beside it. A blue mug near the sink. The remaining bread still sat on the counter.

Two slices.

That was all.

My daughter had been hurt for two slices of bread.

I reached for the counter, but my knees weakened. Detective Drummond noticed.

“Mrs. Radford.”

“I’m okay,” I lied.

Trevor appeared behind us. His eyes went to the bread, then to the stove, then to the floor.

“She said Melody was difficult,” he whispered. “She said I spoiled her by feeling guilty about the divorce.”

I turned.

“And you believed that?”

His mouth opened, but no answer came.

“You believed your new wife over your hungry child.”

His eyes filled. “Laura, I swear I never thought—”

“That’s the problem, Trevor. You never thought.”

Detective Drummond cleared her throat gently. “We should collect what belongs to Melody while we’re here. Anything she needs from her room.”

“Her room,” I repeated.

Something ugly passed across Trevor’s face.

I followed him down the hallway.

Melody’s room used to be painted lavender. She and I had chosen the color together online before Trevor moved into this house. She had been excited to have “two homes,” because adults had sold her that phrase like it was a gift.

But when Trevor opened the door, I stopped breathing.

The lavender walls were gone.

The room was beige.

There was no nightlight. No bookshelf. No stuffed animals on the bed.

Only a narrow mattress, a folded blanket, and a plastic bin pushed under the window.

“What is this?” I asked.

Trevor stared as if he had never seen the room before.

“She said Melody wanted a simpler space,” he said faintly.

I walked to the plastic bin and pulled it open.

Inside were the things I had packed for every visit. Pajamas. Hair bows. Two paperbacks. The stuffed rabbit Melody slept with whenever she missed me. Everything was shoved away as though love itself had been clutter.

At the bottom of the bin, beneath a pair of socks, I found a small notebook.

It was one of the dental office appointment pads I sometimes brought home for Melody to doodle in. The cover had a rainbow sticker on it.

I opened it.

The first pages were drawings. Our apartment. My car. A cat she wanted but did not have.

Then the drawings changed.

A plate with an X over it.

A little girl standing outside a pantry door.

A woman with sharp triangle teeth.

And on one page, in careful second-grade handwriting:

Friday food rule: don’t ask twice.

My stomach turned.

Detective Drummond silently held out an evidence bag.

Trevor sank onto the edge of the mattress.

“I didn’t come in here,” he whispered.

I looked at him.

May you like

That was the first honest thing he had said.

“No,” I answered. “You didn’t.”

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