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Chapter 3 - Two CriesI woke to beeping.

Not one beep.

Many.

Soft, steady, mechanical sounds wrapped around me before I could open my eyes.

My throat hurt. My body felt split open and hollowed out. My arms were heavy. My mouth tasted like metal and cotton.

For a moment, I did not know where I was.

Then memory returned.

The pain.

The doorbell.

The ambulance.

The twins.

I tried to sit up.

A hand touched my shoulder.

“Easy, Mara.”

Nora.

I turned my head and found her sitting beside the bed in a stiff hospital chair, still wearing the same cardigan, now stained at the cuff with my blood.

“My babies,” I rasped.

Her eyes filled.

“They’re alive.”

The words broke me.

I covered my mouth with both hands and sobbed.

Nora stood, leaned over me, and held me with careful arms.

“They’re alive,” she repeated. “Tiny fighters, both of them.”

“Can I see them?”

“Soon.”

“Are they okay?”

She hesitated.

That tiny hesitation sliced through me.

“Nora.”

“One is breathing with help,” she said gently. “The little girl is stronger. The little boy scared everyone for a while, but he came back fighting.”

A son.

A daughter.

I had known there were two heartbeats, two restless little souls pressing beneath my ribs, but hearing them named as boy and girl made them suddenly real in a way pain had not.

“Did they cry?”

Nora smiled through tears.

“Your daughter screamed like she owned the place.”

A laugh burst out of me, broken and wet.

“And my son?”

“He made them work for it,” she said. “But yes. He cried.”

I closed my eyes.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Dr. Ellis came in a few minutes later with a resident and a nurse. Her face was kind, but there was steel under it.

“Mara, your babies are in the neonatal intensive care unit. Your daughter weighs five pounds three ounces. Your son is four pounds eleven ounces. They were both under stress when you arrived.”

“Because I waited?”

“No,” Dr. Ellis said firmly. “Because you were forced to wait.”

I stared at her.

She continued, choosing every word carefully.

“Had you arrived ten minutes later, I do not believe we would be having this conversation with both babies alive.”

The room tilted.

Nora took my hand.

Dr. Ellis let the silence sit. Then she said, “Hospital social services has been notified. So has law enforcement. A detective will want to speak with you when you’re ready.”

Law enforcement.

I should have felt relieved.

Instead, I felt embarrassed.

That was the strangest part.

After everything Travis had done, some poisoned piece of me still whispered that involving police would make a scene. That Deborah would be furious. That Gordon would say I was dramatic. That Travis would accuse me of ruining his life.

Then I looked toward the NICU doors through the glass wall across the hall.

Somewhere behind them were two tiny babies who had almost died because their father chose a handbag sale.

The shame burned away.

“Good,” I said.

Dr. Ellis nodded.

“There’s one more thing.”

My stomach tightened.

“Your husband has called the hospital fourteen times.”

I went cold.

“He knows?”

“We have not given him information. He is not listed as an approved visitor right now.”

“He’ll come.”

“I expect he will.”

Nora stood straighter.

Dr. Ellis said, “Security has his name. His parents’ names too.”

A small sound escaped me. Not quite laughter. Not quite crying.

“Deborah is going to lose her mind.”

Nora’s expression hardened.

“Let her.”

The door opened again.

A hospital social worker entered with a detective in a navy suit.

“Mara?” the detective said gently. “I’m Detective Alvarez. I know you’ve been through hell. I’m not here to push you. But your neighbor told us there may be security footage from inside the home.”

I looked at him.

May you like

For the first time since Travis walked out, something like power stirred inside me.

“There is,” I whispered. “And I want you to have all of it.”

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