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Chapter 11 - THE RIDE HOME

No one spoke for the first ten minutes in the car.

Rebecca sat in the front seat because Thomas could not bear to see her in the rearview mirror looking small. Samuel and Jacob sat behind them, strapped in with blankets Mrs. Alvarez had tucked around their shoulders.

The children had not eaten.

That fact kept hitting Thomas like a fresh slap.

His children had stood beside tables full of roasted chicken, glazed carrots, buttered rolls, and cake, and no one had given them a plate.

At the first quiet diner outside town, Thomas pulled in.

Rebecca looked confused. “Are we allowed?”

Thomas turned off the engine.

“You never have to ask that about food again.”

Inside, they took a booth by the window.

Jacob ordered pancakes even though it was evening. Samuel asked for grilled cheese. Rebecca stared at the menu for so long the waitress crouched beside her and gently said, “Honey, you can pick anything.”

Rebecca whispered, “Anything?”

Thomas closed his eyes.

The waitress looked at him.

He shook his head once, unable to speak.

When the food came, Jacob ate too fast and then cried because he thought he would be scolded. Samuel wrapped half his sandwich in a napkin to save for later. Rebecca kept looking at the door.

Thomas slid his plate away.

“I need to say something,” he said.

All three children froze.

He hated that.

“I failed you.”

Rebecca’s eyes filled instantly.

“No, Dad.”

“Yes,” Thomas said. “You tried to tell me. Not with words every time, but you told me. I should have listened.”

Samuel stared at his fries.

“We didn’t want you to be sad.”

Thomas felt that sentence split him open.

“You were protecting me?”

Rebecca nodded.

“Grandma said if we upset you, you’d send us away.”

Thomas gripped the edge of the table.

“I will never send you away.”

Jacob’s voice was tiny. “Even if we’re bad?”

Thomas moved around the booth, knelt beside him, and held his face gently.

“There is nothing you can do that would make me stop being your father.”

Jacob broke then, sobbing into Thomas’s shirt with syrup on his fingers.

Rebecca and Samuel slid into him too.

The waitress turned away, wiping her eyes.

Outside, night settled over the parking lot.

Thomas held his children until they could breathe again.

Then his phone rang.

Daniel.

Thomas answered.

May you like

His attorney’s first words chilled the room.

“Thomas, Robert had a second phone. Detective Quinn found messages about Claire’s crash.”

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